All right as requested I have posted, this makes post numero tres for the night...nothing would be complete without a poem...or at least to me. And I was gently urged to write...(ok so I was commanded to write and that's not anywhere near gentle...) so here it flows...
Written October 18 & 25, 2005
Forgive me Father of all my sins
This is the worst place I've ever been
My flesh is unclean, my heart impure
It's all going to waste
This body houses a weak soul
And the blood in these veins flows thin
Coursing with hate
And I hate because I am what I hate
Running blind, feeling desperate
An unkempt love
A careless child
As our Father who loves all,
You stole from me
Broke my innocent heart
Drained my life's happiness
I forwent an ease into the unfamiliar
No blinders to hide behind
My life was no longer in order
Misery and desperation
Overtook love and youth
To fill and burst my tiny heart
You gave me no hand to hold,
No comfort, only pain
Robbed me blind and left my faith
Dangling on a frayed and unholy thread
A relationship unfounded, ungrounded
Unconditional love met with a child's hate
I want to turn my back, but I know I need you there
I hate while you love
Walk with me silently, there to guide me
I'll return to your grace one day
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
1 comment:
Eh, it's not the only one that ended up being written last night after all lol.
And well I wasn't sure how long your blog would be up so I had to put it up top to show it off for however long it's going to be there. ;) But the piercing comment is the best lol.
Post a Comment