I have to say, this one actually had me complimenting it, I called it beautiful, I'm stunned at myself. Now it wasn't me being big-headed, so please don't take it that way.

Written October 3, 2005

I don't want to wake up anymore
You're not there when I do

I don't want to breathe
It feels so wrong without you

My existence is in vain
A life sought but never gained

Lonely feelings
Death of dread
Tired thoughts swim in my head

You did something to me
Made it possible to exist
Without you, I have nothing left