Okay and one more...maybe the last one...maybe

Written October 2, 2005

When I'm around you
I'm on edge
Concentrating so hard
I fumble my words

Do you love me as much?
I'm not the perfect one
But I am the first

You're so harsh
I’m so frail
Here we stand again
A second chance?
Or shall I play the old part,
The foolish child once more?

You reprimand my lack of knowledge
You think me petulant
You're so unfeeling
So unkind

If I were to be like you
As a whole
Would you be satisfied?

I would hate every moment
Despise myself
Hide it all?
There’s no way

You’ve imprisoned me in your memory
Holding me as I was, not as I am
Approve of me
Give me strength to know I am loved