Collaboration

So, a few nights ago I collaborated with a friend, Cody (aka Havok), and we went through some of my poems that were unfinished and certainly unworthy of posting. Since then Cody has asked me to post them as he is proud of our work together, as am I. And seeing as I haven't posted anything of late, I shall do as requested. The following poem first began in August of 2003 so, it's been awhile and deserves this 'rebirth' if you will. And I thank you Cody, it never would have turned out as well. And Steph, I still would love to work with you on some as well, as long as you'll stop freaking out bout the other night!

I am feeling so much happier. I have a feeling a lot of it has to do with my change of environment, as difficult as the whole change was. My mom and I are getting along pretty well, so far *crosses fingers*, I've met some wonderful people online, I'm starting to really look forward to seeing Green Day on this coming Monday!, and I am getting to listen to music a lot more than I used to be able to (I LOVE MUSIC). Though the other night I had a scary freaking dream and it cut me to the core. I don't think it has any significance, but it scared me nonetheless. I digress...here is the poem (thanks again Cody, I stand by it, you're a genious)...perhaps I'll post about the dream tomorrow.

I Hate Your Ways

I've grown to hate your face,
Can't look you in the eyes.
I hate your fucking ways,
I hate your fucking lies!

I hate the way you make me feel,
Like I always must be right.
You say you love me for who I am;
But that all sounds too trite.

I hate that I can't leave you,
I hate each night's reprise.
I hate that I still love you,
You're the lowest of my highs.