Today I asked McKenzie if she ever heard a song and thought something along the lines of, "That's me. If someone I know heard it, they'd think that's Megan."

I've got so much music I could put together a compilation for almost every moment in my life. There are songs I hear that when I'm with someone and the song plays at just the right moment I wonder, "Is he hearing these words and thinking of how they apply to this very situation?"

The only one that's popping into my head at the moment is "Touche" by Godsmack. In my previous relationship, he always thought along the lines of, "fine, if she's going to do that, then I'm going to do it back to her." This song makes me think he'd be singing it to me.

I know there are so many other songs and so many other feelings tied to them, the list would be too intense, not to mention too frustrating to attempt to put together.


And dude, rainbows. WTF?! Why the hell does a rainbow have to signify gay pride? Don't get me wrong, I'm not angry with anyone in particular for this, but some pretty refractions of light in the sky...something kids love to draw, something people love to believe has a pot of gold at the end...is the gay pride symbol???!!! You're not supposed to care what others think, this I know, and we all know it's a crock cause almost all of us do care, but I don't want to be thought of as gay if I have a sticker or anything with a rainbow on it. This could also be taken as me thinking it's an offensive thing to be mistaken or accused of being gay, but it's simply me not wanting to be judged cause rainbows are fucking awesome.

And if life could be anything like the movie The Matrix, I want to be able to link up to a computer and have anything and everything there is to know about computers and numerous other things downloaded into my brain so that I just know these things without having to take a class or learn any other way. Amen. *sharp nod*