I'll admit I sort of stole the idea from Cody, but then again, I know it's been done before. My reasoning might be different from his though. I don't know what else to say other than there are tons more I could list if I really wanted to go any further.
"If this is what it takes
Just to lie with my mistakes
And live with what I did to you
All the hell I put you through"
"Hey, I want to crawl out of my skin
Apologize for all my sins
All the things I should have said to you
Hey, I can't make it go away
Over and over in my brain again
All the things I should have said to you"
"You don't wanna be here in the future
So you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past
And you don't wanna look much closer
'Cause you're afraid to find out
All this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed
And it did because of me"
"All your insides fall to pieces
You just sit there wishing you could still make love
They're the ones who'll hate you when you think you've got the world all sussed out
They're the ones who'll spit at you
You'll be the one screaming out"
"One more day that I've survived
Another night alone
Pay no mind I'm doing fine
I'm breathing on my own."
"And it's always little things
That to the surface brings
The comfort in the pain
The fear behind the smile
We lose along the way
The things we leave behind
Along the precipice
Of things we should not climb
And I'm the first in line
There's an anchor around my heart
Dragging me down
Behind the waves in silence I fall
There's a halo above my head
Spinning me 'round
'Cause I don't know if I'm alive or dead
A dagger in my hand
Bleeding me dry"
"Hushed with a finger
Don't say you'll never when you might
Or just another time
This poison comes instruction free
Do what you want, but I'm drinking"
"Crashing down was my biggest mistake
I never ever meant to hurt you
I only did what I had to"
"I keep a journal of memories
Feeling lonely I can't breathe
Fall to pieces I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling"
"I am nothing more than a little boy (girl) inside
That cries out for attention
Yet I always try to hide
Cause I talk to you like children
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right isn't feel
Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said"
"I always fail to see the little things in front of me
The things that mean so much to you
A way to let you know
That I appreciate the way you always tolerate
But sometimes when I medicate
Frusteration in you shows me how you feel"
"A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself"
"That I would be loved even when I numb myself
That I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
That I would be loved even when I was fuming
That I would be good even if I was clingy
That I would be good even if I lost sanity
That I would be good whether with or without you"
"Mom why love me if you're cold
You'll just get bitter then grow old
Ask me when I start to weep
Then I'll tell you in my sleep
Why I sing my lullaby"
"Well I always say, it would be good to go away
But if things don't work out like we think
And there's nothing there to ease this aching
But if there's nothing there to make things change
If it's the same for you, I'll just hang"
"Help me, comfort me
Stop me from feeling what I'm feeling now"
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It's nothing between friends...at first I took it as you just thinking maybe that's what it is. But if I'm taking it the right way now, you're saying maybe it's something similar to what Cody announced but I didn't say? Well it's not like that, besides, you're one of my friends! Of my three best friends, you're one of the three! Have we not gotten that cleared up yet? And I wouldn't care if you asked me in an invasive way as you've described, you know that.
I have to say as tragically sad as that last tiny paragraph you wrote was, it was perfect.
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