I'm going to post this here then move it later, seems easier that way.


My alibi is clear, my mind is not.
I've been here with the pill,
Writhing on the floor,
Broken to the core,
Shaking with uncertainty.

Time is short, the pain it fits.
I'm flirting with the edge,
What I get may be more than I bargained for.
Darkened skies and dampened eyes,
I'm wearing this disguise.
Convinced nothing else will work.

I'll be the one to die tonight,
Just relax and let yourself breathe.
My emotions will amplify,
This high spawns from my own disease.
It's all been torn apart and discarded,
You will have your time to grieve.

The pieces of this broken night
Remind me when I cry
That the time I had, the love you felt,
Was always a lie.

Your words, well meant,
Are wasted in this argument.

Run away but never leave.