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My apologies to any who frequent my blog as I have not posted much lately. Still troubles on the 'home front' so to speak. The aunt mentioned two posts below is still up to her fucked up antics. I'm being sucked into the nightmare. I'm finding now that stress really is getting to me because lately I have been experiencing constant chest pain, nice huh? Attempted to run today with a friend, maybe you've heard of her?...McZ, she's a 'pusher (to be read as Tina Phay says it in 'Mean Girls')'. I didn't last very long at all, as I expected, felt good to attempt it though. My body certainly isn't up to snuff today. Examples...chest pain and the taste of blood in my mouth, isn't running great?

Didn't catch much sleep last night, had troubles getting to sleep and then I expected to be able to sleep in. Maybe I knew trouble was brewing. I do have that uncanny ability...much the way I knew my grandfather was dead...another example is the one night I couldn't sleep, was tossing and turning, so I settled myself on the floor and slept only to be woken up by a phone call telling me that my paternal grandmother had died...so I'm guessing I can predict this shit in a way...anywho...Only got about 3 hours of sleep before being rudely awakened by the sound of the telephone ringing this morning, only to be called further away from my bed on semi-emergency 'protect your grandmother from your aunt' duty. So, fun day...I'm thinking that I'm going to end my day much the way Steph and her sister ended their Saturday this last weekend, though I'll be alone. I'm not sure what else to say at present, and I would apologize for bitching, but it is my blog and I have every right to do so, least I think I do. Please cross your fingers and/or pray that if my aunt doesn't get the hell she deserves here on earth that she will rot in hell when she dies, thank you, that is all...for now.