Written October 1, 2006

I just woke up
And I realized I'm alone
For the millionth night in a row.

I can't promise you forever
But if there's a way to end this pain and have you back
I'm all for it.

The rational side of me is getting in the way
Pushing and shoving until I have to see
Telling me I have to wonder if this was meant to last.

I don't want to cut and run
This love wasn't meant for only fun
I can't promise you forever but for you I'd like to try.

This world's been so unkind
And life's just staring me down
I don't think it's fair, but my odds never looked good.

...maybe continued as well, who knows.